the m john harrison blog

Month: July, 2023

walk

Returning from the pub at Bridges on Sunday, we were comprehensively rained off. The air darkened; it pissed down on us. Between each flash of lightning, the landscape seemed to close in, the hollows narrowed, things drew closer but at the same time moved further apart. Muddy water rushed along every path. But the eeriest thing to see was the crowd of other walkers making their way off the moor, soaked, silent and separate, drifting down into Carding Mill in anonymous ones and twos. Couples like dead lovers in a woodcut from the 1920s, draped in rainwear, mutely astonished to find themselves on the wrong side of the artist’s window.

crassula ovata: a memoir

When I moved here in 2013, my jade plant, previously a little dull–a little scruffy and reluctant–began to flourish. It increased quickly in volume and density. Its leaves grew glossy. As the plant changed so did everything else around both of us. I began to make new friends online & by extension in real life. My confidence and determination improved; my work developed in a lively way, and in livelier, stronger directions than before, revealing readers and enthusiasts from demographics quite new to me. Then, in late 2022, as if to celebrate, the jade plant, secure on its windowsill in the study, began to flower. Dozens of white fireworks, dainty five-pointed stars interspersed with bursts of stamens, appeared suddenly between one day and the next. It will never be glamorous, that plant, but it is fulfilled.

I should say that I don’t believe for a second in what’s being implied by the above, probably because I’m a Leo born in the Year of the Rooster & thus, as everyone knows, very earthed & commonsensical.

adjacent to love

Tessa Hadley’s characters often recognise in each other “the freemasonry of difference”. They are easy with difference, and, especially, with its performance. Easy because–let’s be honest–they often have the kind of life that makes possible all kinds of ease and a measure of eccentricity. But there’s another more interesting thing, which is that the performative sometimes brings forth the authentic. Sleight of hand is necessary both to accomplish this in real life and to present it as fiction. Characters struggle with their situations, perform for one another, extract from both the long and short term whatever emotional, cultural and existential resources they can. Hadley watches, records, presents. The product is, somehow, adjacent to love, and you have to be talented to manage that. My review of her new collection of short stories, After the Funeral, Book of the Day in today’s Guardian.

My boundaries are so permeable. If I try to write in a cafe or a pub, noting down overheard conversation soon becomes more interesting–and eventually more attractive–to me than adding to the daily wordcount of a piece of professional work. In the old days, when that would have been a sword & sorcery novel, there was no match between the real & the invented, nothing either context could borrow from the other; because at that time genre writing specifically swept out permeability from both its description of a writer and its definition of “work”.

At that time, the industry definition of “write” was that the author be seen to sit obsessively at a desk from 7am to 7pm, and get up at the end of it with another 10,000 words added to a current project (in addition to inactivity vertigo and a faint weird buzzing in one ear; then later in life an intractable alcoholism &/or coke habit). If you weren’t doing that, you weren’t a “real” writer.

Once I realised, at the end of the 1970s, that I didn’t want to be that kind of real writer, it stopped mattering where I worked–in cafes, in pubs, on trains, in tents, quarries and abandoned buildings, in other people’s workplaces, in posh houses or shonky retail outlets or on sunny if scruffy canalsides–because where I was and what I was doing and what it meant and how it spoke to me had become more and more the stuff I worked with. Permeable boundaries were an advantage in work like Light; and there were, obviously, no boundaries at all for Climbers or Wish I Was Here.

Such a relief to have the brakes taken off, especially for books like The Sunken Land or Empty Space, in which the real and the weird could be overtly encouraged to bleed into one another.

real life events 2023

Wish you were here? Well, you can be.

Voce Books in Birmingham have added more tickets for their event:
https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/m-john-harrison-wish-i-was-here-tickets-644280449167
Chair: Gary Budden

Edinburgh Book Festival:
https://www.edbookfest.co.uk/the-festival/whats-on/m-john-harrison-this-is-not-a-memoir
Chair: Sam Fisher, I think.

Burley Fisher Books One-day Festival, 23 September:
In conversation with Goldsmiths winner & author of the fabulous Corey Fah Does Social Mobility, Isabel Waidner. Enquiries to https://burleyfisherbooks.com/

Off the Shelf 2023 Festival, Sheffield:
Saturday 21st October, in conversation with poet, novelist & climber Helen Mort
https://offtheshelf.org.uk/

A couple of other things are in the pipeline, details when available. Meanwhile, here’s an absolutely belting review from Nicholas Lezard in The Spectator. What’s the comp? the industry will ask, as it so often does. Well, “If I were to compare this book to anything, it would be to the work of the Portuguese essayist and poet Fernando Pessoa…” I’ll take that.